| I have been a lazy cunt as of late. I think that it is really starting to bother me. What the fuck is making me not want to go to parties, or do anything at all for that matter? Its like I'd rather stay home and watch a movie or some lame shit like that. And the worst part is I am always the one that tries to gather everyone together at first and then I am the last one to back out. Fack.............gotta change that. I wanna go play in the sun........I wanna be at the top of a mountain laying in the sun, drinking beer and smoking pot. But I'm not. I'm here at work staring out the window at the beautiful day.............goddamn work, always messing up my days............. |