dreams:

one of my dreams last night was about my granny dying which is weird seeing as she is already dead. it was fuct because she was laying on a bed and basically she was sleeping but everyone took her for dead and they started putting flowers on top of her and i had my face right next to hers and i could feel her breath on my face so i knew that she was still alive. i was bawiling my eyes out too which is strange because i never even cry at funerals. i just don't see death as a bad thing. so i cried and i cried and then i ended up in a bar (typical me) and just kept circling the bar but i wouldn't sit down. it was kinda like a dog that circles a million times before it layes down. anyways i finally sat down and i was STILL crying but i drank anyways. the end.

my other dream was a lot shorter. basically i had been invited to live in a really cool house with 6 other girls (which is a nightmare to me) only they were all lesbians. i said no because i thought that it might be a bit weird and that they might try to convert me or something. i guess that this was all earlier. i was talking to the one girl that owned the house and she was saying how wonderful everything was and that its nice to pay only $150 for your own room. i started freaking out because if i had taken it it would have saved me $510 a month and i was also yelling at her because she never told me that i would have my own room.