| i don't want to hurt anymore. i found you and even though i knew in my head that you were going to be a bucket of hurt for me and even though i knew that i shouldn't have gotten involved with you i did. now comes the decision that i knew that i would have to make. do i stay and fall deeper and deeper and wait for the day that you say that you are ready to move on, that you want to be with other people now or do i let you go now and let you be on your own to be with other people? we are at two different stages in our lives, i have had many relationships but i am your first real one. i wouldn't expect you to want to be with me forever but i'm just tired of the whole hurt thing. i just want someone who wants to be with *me*. hey diary, why don't you ever tell me what to do? maybe its cause you don't talk. well maybe we should just send a letter to bill gates and tell him to work on that. |
