prior to ¤ subsequently ¤ 2001-05-16 ¤ 11:34 a.m. ¤ dreams i have really vivid dreams. they are long and crazy and i usually remember all of them. a lot of people tell me that they wished that they dreamed the way that i do or that they wish that they could remember their dreams. sometimes i wish that i didn't dream at all. sometimes i have really vivid, long and crazy bad dreams. dreams that involve a lot of hurt. dreams of loss. dreams of death or painful goodbyes. i don't think that people would want my dreams if they saw what i see. violated ¤ virgin ¤ communicate ¤ others ¤ the army © 2001 sillybitch