these days are so full of sadness and doubt and all things that make me feel like after ten years of living on my own i have not taken one single step forward in my life. in fact, i have gone backwards. i don't know where i am. well, physically i do. i am here. in vancouver. in the rain. i am here. still. mentally i am as scattered as dandilion seeds in a strong wind. i'm a mess. i need to know that things are gonna be ok. i am tiring. i am weakened. i am vulnerable. i am falling. i am breaking. i am torn. i need my love to catch me. please don't let me fall. |