prior to ¤ subsequently
¤ 2001-05-04 ¤ 8:17 p.m. ¤
a girl, exposed
these days are so full of sadness and doubt and all things that make me feel like after ten years of living on my own i have not taken one single step forward in my life. in fact, i have gone backwards. i don't know where i am. well, physically i do.
i am here.
in vancouver.
in the rain.
i am here.
still.

mentally i am as scattered as dandilion seeds in a strong wind.
i'm a mess. i need to know that things are gonna be ok.
i am tiring.
i am weakened.
i am vulnerable.
i am falling.
i am breaking.
i am torn.

i need my love to catch me.
please don't let me fall.

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