prior to ¤ subsequently ¤ 2001-04-27 ¤ 10:56 a.m. ¤ i'm the boss of me im at a crazy point where i don't know what it is that i want to do (again). i have done the "yes, i'm sure that this is it!" thing many times and everytime i wind up saying "what the fuck was i thinking?". i need to work and get out of this fucking rut once and for all but its like my life wants to be shitty. it just wants to go nowhere and skim by month to month. well fuck you life. i've had it with that! violated ¤ virgin ¤ communicate ¤ others ¤ the army © 2001 sillybitch