prior to ¤ subsequently ¤ 2001-09-02 ¤ 1:39 p.m. ¤ nobody likes a quitter i've kicked a bad drug habit. i've quit smoking. i've been able to leave behind friends, family..everything on the drop of a hat and not even flinch. i used to have the will to let go of anything i wanted to let go of. why then, can i not let you go? where did this weakness come from? i guess thats it, i need the desire to say goodbye, to close my doors to you, to shut you out and be on my way but that so needed desire is not here with me. its something i have to make up for now. i have to believe that i dont want you anymore. wouldnt it be nice if it was just that easy...*poof* goodbye boy. violated ¤ virgin ¤ communicate ¤ others ¤ the army © 2001 sillybitch