| this whole thing seems wrong. i feel like i am just having one of those bad dreams of mine but i just cant wake up. i'm so sad and the boy is so sad too so why is this happening? i want to be a child and stomp my feet and throw a hissy fit. i want to crawl into my bed and not get out until my life is back to normal. i want to go away, as far from here as i can and just leave it all behind. but i wont. |