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| ¤ 2001-07-23 ¤ 5:37 p.m. ¤ |
| sick of it all! |
| i'm sick of all this confusion. i'm tired of trying. i want everything to fall into place. i hate "our situation". i think i am making myself crazy. i think i'm not the only one i am making crazy. am i making you crazy too?! i'll shut up soon. maybe. in may my boy wrote in my diary. i read and reread it. he basically told me there that he was gonna break up with me. i didnt want to see that so i blinded myself to it. maybe i figured if i ignored it it wouldnt happen. flash forward a few months and here i am. i knew all along but that doesnt make it any easier for me to deal with. i have a lot of time on my hands right now and it just leaves me with a lot of time to think. and think. and think. things. must. change. they just have to. |
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