| there are a lot of things that i needed to tell you. i wanted to tell you. you came here and i didn't tell you. i kept it all inside instead. and it is still here inside and i still need to tell you. now i watch you sleep and these things are floating in my head. i need your love. you are afraid and i need you to not be. i never thought that i would end up with someone who is afraid to say three simple words. i always wondered why it was such a big deal to people. now i see. it seems really trivial but for some reason it seems to hurt me. when i tell you that i love you i get a smile or a pat on the head that makes me feel like a 2 year old kid, only, i'm all grown up. |
